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Thursday, September 22, 2005

55 or Less

The step that matters

Sitting at the beach, we stared at the sunset.

Waves roared as they came to us but receded just before they touched my feet.

She said “I am like the wave, this is as far as I can get. You have to take the next step!

I nodded and stepped back

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Runaway Bride

Commotion – our neighbor Aunty was waving wildly to someone.

As I ran to the scene of action, the guy started the bike and zoomed away. As the smoke cleared, we could see the girl bid a teary eyed farewell.

I said – It’s Didi

Aunty wryly said “Yes beta, she’s gone”

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Was it a Dream

Another wicket down – India 137 - 5

I turned off the TV in despair. Started cursing the team angrily for the pathetic performance

An hour later, I turned on the TV to see how we lost only to see an Indian player hit the winning runs!!

It was the Natwest final

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Memories from the Oval

Bulletin boards had posters on it - Cricket tournament called the "Super Sixes" was being organized in the college... News was abuzz as this will be the biggest tournament in the college history... Around 70+ teams had registered for the tournament... I looked at the poster and did not know whether it was a good idea to participate... However Abhi and Don were very clear - they had to play it - they were passionate of the game and they needed my "Yes" as I was the captain of our cricket team.

Our department was always considered the bunny in the game. We were the "Zimbabwe" in the draw and everyone was always keen to play us as they thought it was akin to a walkover. We registered and when we saw the draw, we found ourselves placed in a draw with some really tough competition like our juniors who had beaten us in the full version of the game, the hostel team which was considered one of the favourites to win the tournament etc...

The rules of the tournament were
1. There would be six players a side
2. 8 overs per side - all players had to bowl one over and no one could bowl more than 2 overs
3. If a team finished its innings without being all out - 8 runs would be added to the score
4. Rest of the rules were similar to cricket - run-out, lbw, stumped etc....

Before going into the game, I charted out a simple strategy...
- Ro was the weakest bowler and chances was that he will be clobbered if he bowled in the final overs - so we will exhaust him initially when the game just started as people do not go for big hits...
- Abhi and Saj woul bowl 2 overs each, both were good bowlers with speed and accuracy and difficult to hit against
- As my bowling did not bounce much, I will bowl last and they will hopefully find it difficult to hit...
- Field placing was simple 4 players in the boundary ropes - two on each side and they should run in quickly to prevent the double... unless there was something that necessiated a change
- I would go in last or second last while batting as the others were better hitters...
- Don bats very well when he is going good, so he would open with Jithi (who was a fast runner between wickets)
- Abhi would bat one down as he was the best batsman of the team and would bowl the 2 and 7th over...

First game was a high scoring one... We batted first and in the last over Rosh hit 28 amazing runs off one over, with fours and sxies all over thepark and we amassed around 90 odd runs... the team chasing had two Ranjji prospects in their ranks but they could not withstand the pressure of the High Run Rate Required and eventually lost all their wickets for 70 odd...

First win - we had our spirits up and were upbeat now... The next team were our juniors - we believed they were beatable and that is what it turned out to be... The juniors missed a trick or two as they did not run hard enough... They did not know what score was possible and scored a trifle slowly - thanks to slow running and regular fall of wickets. They finally made around 50 thanks to some tight bowling by all the guys... Jith and Abhi with some excellent running between wickets (converting ones into two's) easily got us home with enough overs to spare...

The next game was against Ele and they batted first... It was a total run fest and they plundered us and scored around 80 odd runs... When we got down to batting, Don got out cheaply and then Abhi went one down and started carefully. Slowly he started opening up and hitting the bowlers all round the park. However he started losing partners when we were 4 down.

I went in and decided to just give Abhi support... Unfortunately he got out soon trying to glide the ball... He came to me and said - "Dont come back without finishing". We had an over remaining and 16 runs to be scored from it... Last over and 16 runs... last wicket standing... Their last bowler (who had not yet bowled) came to bowl... I had realized that they were not confident with this bowler and we had made it a ploy to make sure we make full use of the 6 balls that he bowls... First ball came in and the ball was a bit short.. I went on the backfoot and pulled the ball to square leg... It was a six... the next ball was on the offside and I hit it over long-off for six.. 12 runs in the first 2 balls... The guys started yelling that I just had to defend the balls and be careful (as we would get 8 runs for completing without losing the wickets and win)... Next ball I defended... Ditto for the next ball... Rosh wanted a run but I yelled - "No, no risks please"... The fifth ball was down the leg side and and I flicked it for a four - We had won... We celebrated as it was a well-earned victory as we had batted really well...

The victory brought a cheer to our team as we had won chasing in a high scoring match and importantly we withstood the pressure without caving in... However the tournament favourites (Hostel Team) was next... People were expecting us to be wiped out in the match.. Even the hostel team was pretty confident that they would steamroller us... Our class girls came to cheer us (desi cheer leaders in salwars) during the game... That was sweet on their part, but some guys feared that our image would take a beating if we lost...

The coin was tossed and I won it... Everyone said we will bat... I took a moment and decided - I would field... Then when I went to inform the guys, there were muttering... we should have batted... I replied - "See our best chance to win is if they dont know what is good enough - they do not know whether to keep wickets or whether to hit, it is that indecision that we should take advantage of. On the other hand we will know exactly what to score and we could pace our innings to suit the situation". However everyone was not convinced.

First over was by Rosh.. First ball was defended but the next 3-4 balls were punished and they ended with 16 from the first over.. They were off to a flier and this is what we did not want. However Abhi was in great form with the ball and he got a beauty of an ball (an in-cutter) which jagged from the pitch to take the off-stump... One wicket down, we were elated... From then on, the bowlers bowled splendidly with Saj and Abh taking two wickets... and the team crumbled to 43 all out... Fabulous - I thought - chasable and easily surmountable -

Our innings started with a bang. Not sixes or fours but a flurry of wickets - the hostel team had a fast bowler who by every definition of pace was real pacy. By the end of second over we were ereling - 10 runs and 5 wickets down (only Abhi, who was still batting, and me remaining... All the shoulders had drooped and I went next - Last man in - hostel team was smelling a victory now... how the match had turned in 10 minutes - our team was in a shock by the whirlwind bowling...

Abhi was seriously disturned by wickets tumbling around him and said "I will start hitting". I calmed him and said - "Let us defend and keep our wickets safe for a couple of overs - then let us see how we can approach the target... Slowly but surely we started building the innings by taking the singles... We saw off the dreaded fast bowler without any further damage by defending astutely to him.

There was a left armer who could still cause problems with his leg-breaks... I survived that over - there was a close call in one of the balls which was a beauty, but I got my bat down in time (and providence helped a lot)... Abhi thought I had lost my stump and there were loud "ooh's" heard but I was safe... When the over completed, he said "I did not expect you to survive" - I smiled wryly and said "Focus, we can still win this"

With time, my confidence grew and I pulled a couple of short balls to four... Abhi too started feeling more confident in my company and smartly flicked a couple of fours in his own style (his batting is a treat to watch when he is in full flow)... And the winning runs came from his bat and deservedly so with a beautiful flicked four. Abhi ran to me jubilantly and screamed "We won"- I was more sober as the girls were around. However I was happy for him - he was passionate about cricket and gave his everything to the game while playing. He was my best man for the job and he did it again - took our team to victory...

We got the cutest girl in class to present him a bouquet for the made-up "Man of the Match" award... I guess he felt more assured when he was facing the fast bowlers than when receiving the flower bouquet (he was blushing red)... These lighter moments are part and parcel of college leg-pulling... I was elated at our performance - We had won and I had led this team which was simply a superb experience...

I went to the guys and jokingly said "See, I told you - we should field first", They congratulated me and sad - Aye aye captain - haha :)

We took a photo and to-date whenever I see the photo, I remember the great match that we played and how we won against all odds... We finally lost out to a team in the semi-finals, but we can still hold our heads high in pride...

Monday, September 19, 2005

Friends Forever

What is it about friendships that make it so special... What is this thing that makes some people all the more important to you than the others... What is the meaning of the words that people use: compatability, same wavelength, same frequency etc... I really dont know the answers and the more I think, the more complex it gets...

I feel that every person needs two best friends - one a guy, and one a girl... I believe that a guy can give you practical inputs in life, think in a balanced way and approach solutions in an analytical way. Some of the problems in life, you need to go to a guy who can help you out with his practical approach.... The girl however is needed for emotional support - girls are much more sensitive than guys to feelings of other people and can understand you much better than what guys can in times of emotional distress.

Since the past 8 and a half years, I have been sharing a close, special friendship with this girl I came to know when I was studying. We in fact used to dislike each other initially and I still remember how she curtly talked to me the first time I had spoken to her... I guess I used to be irritating to the women folk in large, so this was not unusual for me...

Over time, we kept talking and slowly found that we enjoyed each others company and used to never get bored of each other... We used to spend the day together and the evening back to the phone... The friendship blossomed and I cherish some of these special moments even today... There used to be happy times, sharing of secrets, vambu adi (typical of girls), problem-sharing, lots of leg-pulling, bitter fights, anger bursts (one time I saw my bag flying out of the door as I made too much fun of her), crying, making up and then the cycle used to continue endlessly and it continues today...

Good times dont last forever... We had to move to different places as we had secured jobs in different cities... Communication thinned out, mails being the only medium by which we managed to keep in touch... Phone calls became rare as in those days mobiles were really expensive and one had to go to a STD booth to make a call... She got married and I moved on to study further and that reduced communication even more...

However the one good thing is that even though we spoke only once in a while, as she says the "Magic" was always there... And whenever we happened to be in the same city, we always made it a point to meet each other come what may...

With much improved means of communication thse days at low costs, we are much more in touch than we used to be before and that is just great...

I believe that she is a person who has become a permanent fixture in my life, and that is what Best Friends are for... Best Friends are forever

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Moving on

I always wonder why people always feel bad about what happened in the past and think how good it would have been had things worked out... Many people do think this way... I think otherwise...

I feel that if things had worked out for me in engg. college, then I would never have done a post graduation or even if I did, I would have not made the friends that I made... The reason I made so many friends was because I am not tied down in a relationship... Would have never learnt a lot of things that I learnt from my other acquaintances had I been in a relationship... So I guess there are positives about things not working out... Maybe it was for the best...

It is easy to think of the past and sulk, I would say, learn from the past and move on... And then you can truly enjoy life...

As Shah Rukh says in Kal Ho Na Ho - "Jeeyo, khush raho, aish karo, kya pata Kal ho na ho"

Friday, September 09, 2005

Key to my Life

All of my life the doors have been closed now
And all of my dreams were locked up inside
You came along and captured my heart, Girl
You're the key to my life...

Was thinking of some of my favourite songs in Engg. college and then i chanced upon this song and this para is my personal fav...

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Agassi-Blake match

I am running out of words trying to describe this match... The sports reporter would have had to do a really tough job of writing the article on this epic quarterfinal match in the US-Open... It was simply the finals to me... Absolutely stunning and incredible nail biting match...

I have heard of rollercoasters - but they pale in comparison to the way this match went... Viewing an horror movie would have not kept you at the edge of the seat as this match did...

And when it ended it was: Game, Set and Match - Agassi!

And I used to hear people say - A sportsman should have a "Never say Die" spirit... Agassi showed why he was a champion and displayed the spirit to perfection - Team India could take a cue from watching Agassi - in fact he can coach them too...

And as Agassi said in his interview... "Tennis was the winner".. It surely was

Monday, September 05, 2005

Couch potato!

Whole weekend - did just one thing - Watched TV

Mornings was mostly the US Open - the dreadful Sania match, the thrilling Blake match, awesome Federer annihilating his opponent and the list of matches goes on... This year the US Open has been absolutely fabulous... there has been some terrific tennis going on.

My favourite tennis tournament since childhood was Wimbledon - I still remember Ivan Lendl nearly crying out in despair to the umpire - "you're cheating", the epic Agassi-Ivanesevic match in which I believed that they both should have been given the cup, the great match in which Jana Novotna lost a match to Steffi after being at match point in the Final and she cried on the queens shoulder, memories of Edberg-Becker and all are still vivid in memory...

But I must say this year's US open has had nearly half of the matches going down to the wire - If I were a bookie, I would never bet on any match - else I would get a heart attack watching the nail biting close finishes most of the matches are having. It really has been such a treat to watch it the whole weekend

Sunday night after the Federer match, watched 3 movies on a trot - and the 3 movies were different in their own respect. Started off with Rush hour - II - was ok, simple Jackie chan action movie with its own cute humour (not as good as the first part - as a rule sequels are not as good as the first part except for Terminator), second was a mushy romantic movie - Wedding date and ended the day with the most awesome movie of all time - Shawshank Rededmption... I do not remember whether it is my 5th or 6 th time I am watching it but I was as hooked to it as
ever...

If you have not watched the movie, you are missing something...

Saturday, September 03, 2005

"Yahoo chat rocks"

I never ever thought that it would be so cheap to talk to India... All you need is two computers with latest version of yahoo installed and microphones and you can chat to anyone anywhere around the globe...

I heard Skype is good as well - but I stick with yahoo - it has all the features I need...

Mom and Dad call everyday and chat with me... The computer in my house in Trichur is in the first floor facing the garden... Mom had not come up as she was in the garden, so Appa logged in... But it seems that when I was speaking, Dad had kept the volume up that my mother in the garden felt as if "I was talking to Appa in the terrace" :)

Thats how close yahoo brings you to your loved ones

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Lifes like that

Life has been busy

Daily schedule has been get up, get ready and rush to work (else I will be late for the 9 o clock meeting), spend the best part of the day in the office, go for lunch in the afty with colleagues and discuss abt work and each trying to get a patient ear for their work related problems, rush home in the evening, watch TV, eat dinner and then crash to bed... Embedded are some moments of pressure, mistakes, laughter, happiness, dissapointment, craziness, and peace...

And the routine repeats...

Only consolation is Work is good, else I would be screaming " I want to break free"!!!